An ode to loving entrances, soft light, sweet grass, sheltering branches, quiet blooms, the life they host and all moments, emotions and thoughts tucked softly in her soil. In my heart. Rooted and rested.
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The name “Petal & Pine Therapy” didn’t come to fruition like a resounding “yes,” of bright summer sun breaking through the trees. She came more in the way a seed stays buried in the damp darkness. Her small chutes started carving through the dirt, upward. She broke through–to the first light warming her tender curled leaves. Then she started to gain footing. As she was reaching upward, her roots were growing deeper in the opposite direction.
And so that’s how this practice, page, therapy space became Petal & Pine. The name “grew on me.” I didn’t love it at first. But the more I sat with other names, compared ideas, explored meaning… her roots were quietly growing deeper in the background. And here we are–in full bloom, ready for more growth in both directions.
As things (people, etc.) grow, they sometimes take on new, evolving meaning along the way. I’ve sensed that here, too. What started out as a name I avoided, has turned into a gentle reminder of the ebb and flow of life; of both loss and new beginnings; allowing oneself to be firm and loving; taking life seriously and remembering it can be fun to balance on a fallen log during a Tuesday walk. The name feels like permission to change (the seasons do). It feels like permission to be and feel two things at once. It’s also a great reminder for me that healing isn’t always so serious. Sometimes it’s laughter and play and a night with close friends.
Petal & Pine has also served as a symbol of the consistency of change. It feels great to “choose the change.” I also realize some change is moving forward regardless of our volunteered participation or approval. So, in this way, I’m also reminded of concepts like surrender, acceptance, and paying close attention–offering curiosity–to the areas of life I resist. I can’t stop winter from setting in; nor can I stop spring from cycling back to us. I can recognize what season of life I’m standing in. I can offer myself whatever compassion and care that season asks of me. At least that’s a good start.
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If now is not the best time in your life and journey to begin in therapy, I hope these pages and resources offer hope, grounding, and a soft place to land in the meantime. You aren’t alone and you’re so capable.
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